So its 1:18am and I have finally sat and relaxed and cleared my mind. The only problem with that is as soon as that happens the pain sets in. If I keep busy enough I can trick myself into believing Im ok. Truth is... I'm not. I miss you more then words or tears can express. I FEEL the lose of you. I feel this empty hole where your love once was. I know you still love me, I know you're probably watching me from beyond this world. But it hurts. I want to hug you. I want to talk to you. I want to travel and explore with you. It hurts. It really hurts. Grandmommy why did you have to go. I would give anything to have you back. I miss you so much and being here alone in this room for the first time I actually have time to realize what happened. I have time to let it sink it. I wish I could distract myself 24/7... Im not ready to say goodbye. But I have to. Its hard to grasp, a world without you in it. I miss you. I hurt. I love you
Elliot: Hey so I dont have a comment back button but I wanted to say thank you for your kind words. It really does warm my heart that you would pray for me. Thanks again, you are an amazing person!!!!
I am sorry to hear of your loss. I know this words wont be able to alleviate you from a loss like this. I send you all my best wishes and pray for strong comfort and healing come your way fast. I am seriously going to pray with faith.
An Internet Fan, Elliot
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Elliot
1/31/2011 01:36:19 pm
oh and by the way did I say INTERNET FAN ? I meant to say YOUR #1 INTERNET FAN.
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